I remember there is a sentence in the movie Vicky Cristina Barcelona.

我記得電影《午夜巴塞羅那》中有一句話(huà)：

"She doesn’t know what she likes but she knows what she doesn’t like."

“她并不知道她喜歡什么，她只知道她不喜歡什么。”

This sentence is describing Cristina.

這句話(huà)是在形容克里斯蒂娜。

Back then I found this sentence really attractive. But that was when I was a foolish child and didn’t know yet how hard life can be.

當(dāng)時(shí)，我覺(jué)得這句話(huà)真的很有吸引力。但那時(shí)的我只是個(gè)傻里傻氣的孩子，還不知道生活能有多艱難。

Now I find no charm in this expression. I only see confusion and pain in it.

而現(xiàn)在，我已經(jīng)覺(jué)得這句話(huà)毫無(wú)魅力。我只在里面看到了困惑與痛苦。

Not knowing what to do is the greatest suffering in the world.

不知道做什么，這真的是世上最大的苦難了。

I’ve suffered it, in my life and in my career.

我承受過(guò)這種苦難，在生活中和事業(yè)中都承受過(guò)。

The beauty that I once assumed I would find in this state of vacancy never existed. It only seems to be beauty when you see it in someone else’s life.

我曾經(jīng)以為這種真空狀態(tài)里蘊(yùn)含的那種美，其實(shí)根本就不存在。它只有在發(fā)生于別人身上的時(shí)候，才看起來(lái)是美的。

When it happens to you. Believe me. It’s not beautiful at all.

當(dāng)它發(fā)生在你身上時(shí)，相信我，真的一點(diǎn)都不美。

Now I really cherish the goals that I’ve found or set for myself.

現(xiàn)在，我真的很珍惜那些我為自己找到或者創(chuàng)造的目標(biāo)。

Life can only be happy if you find something to work for.

只有當(dāng)你有奮斗目標(biāo)的時(shí)候，生活才可能幸福。

So search for it when you still have time. End your suffering while you can.

所以，趁你還有時(shí)間，去尋找他們吧。在你還有能力的時(shí)候，結(jié)束掉自己的苦難。